Dragonssss

Dragonssss

How do I describe the emotion?

I look at the clock
immediately knowing
the time here and there.
Before I consider my next step,
before I plan my activities,
before my next breath,
I wonder, anticipate, guess,
Where is she now?
Working, shopping, dinner,
waking up, out with friends.
Only one thing in my mind,
to look into your eyes,
to hold your hand,
to touch your lips with mine
is all I could ever want.

Dragonssss

Once upon a time,
I knew a love so true?
All alone in darkness?
I don't know what to do.

Once upon a kiss,
Upon two lips so true?
I had kissed an angel?
And she had kissed me too?

Once upon a smile?
I'd admire for a while?
That would brighten up my life?
And make my whole world right?

Once upon a time?
I knew a love so real?
But all of a sudden?
I don't know how to feel.

Once upon a distant time
When love was, 'oh' so real?
Maybe in the future?
My heart again... will feel

Dragonssss

I can't run far enough to run into your arms.
I can't scream loud enough for you to turn around.
And I can't climb high enough to see you again,
No matter how much I wish I could.

I can't erase our past mistakes.
I can't make the world a transparent place.
And I can't set you free from your fear,
No matter how much I wish I could.

I can't relive those moments in your diary.
I can't find you at the bottom of a bottle.
And I can't catch you when you stumble and fall,
No matter how much I wish I could.

I can't stop thinking about what may have been.
I can't always say what you want me to.
And I can't change myself to fit your puzzle,
No matter how much I wish I could.

I can't smell your hair anymore.
I can't taste you on my lips anymore.
And I can't gaze at the smile that melts my heart,
No matter how much I wish I could.

I can't breathe in your last exhale.
I can't hold your face in the palms of my hands.
And I can't get lost in your eyes again,
No matter how much I wish I could.

I can't be anything more than fallible.
I can't be anything less than a lover's fool.
And I can't change the way I feel about you,
No matter how much I wish I could.

No matter how much I wish....

Dragonssss

For some unreasoned reason
After raking leaving thoughts
I find myself lost
At a loss
Left bereft

And I just can't seem
To stop thinking
And start thinking
About
Not about you...
You creeping
Walking
Man-thing
I HATE you
With my totaled heart
And with all my other parts
But my mind
My divided, blindsided mind
I LOVE you
For some unreasoned reason.

Dragonssss

Where are you now I wonder?
My heart is just rippin asunder.

I seek you out, but you're not there;
It's no wonder we will never share.

A life of love and bliss you see;
Would take us through eternity.

So please come back and be with me;
I promise you will see.

We will begin a life anew
Even though we've made a few.

We loved each other way back when;
We owe it to ourselves to try again.

Dragonssss

自從我第一次見到你
我就已相信
你會是我的一切
我的命運

見到你的第一夜
我就早已日夜難眠

但我卻沒想到
我們的情就這樣結束

我們的情就竟是友情
還是愛情....

Dragonssss

我有的時候會想

為何我當初不把握一切
卻這樣的讓你離去

就算我日夜想你
你也不會就這樣回到我面前

有時我會想

當我死之前我最後一眼
會想看到甚麼

我知道如果上帝只給我一秒
我決不可能跟你說甚麼

那麼我的決定
我可以說的最後一個字
一定是

愛

但如果我可以說一句話

我後悔我當初的決定

Dragonssss

我知道我沒了解你的心
直到與你分離後才開始明白

但一切已經太晚了巴   哈哈(傻笑)

不管我如何做都無法挽回一切

我真的很希望

可以早點明白你的心
你的感受

不過一切都無所謂了
我早就應該放棄

必竟這都已是兩年前多的事了.....

Dragonssss

Take my hand,
lead me to your heart.
I will hold your love
forever in my soul.
The pain you feel,
I will wash away with joy.
I have finally found you
without looking you were there.
I cannot leave,
our love is so true.
I never knew
I could feel this way.
Promise me this
that you will never leave.
I can't bear the thoughts
of days without you there.
Love me forever
and my life will be yours eternally.

Dragonssss

I took you for granted, and I'm sorry for that.
You gave me everything I ever wanted and needed.
I should have held on, but I let go.
I shoved you away when I wanted you to come closer.
Yesterday I looked at myself in the mirror.
Today, I just pass it by,
not even realizing... I had no reflection.